Saturday, March 01, 2003

I rarely read my own posts. The primary reason being that I feel constantly time pressured and when I have a few minutes to spare, I feel compelled to post. I've alot to say and the fact that there are very few visitors to this site (and the majority that don't stay because it just isn't trendy...) is of no importance. Like writing in a dark room in a YMCA, I must record my thoughts, I may not care that they are appreicated or even read. So why read my own posts? I wrote them, I know what they say. America, is rapidly becoming a very seperate entity from the United States of America. The United States of America is a bastion of freedom, principle and democracy. The United States of America is a triumph of the highest dreams of patriots and true believers in the goals of justice and the final end of tyranny for all time. The United States of America isn't the home of the statue of liberty, the United States of America IS the torch.

America is a ceaspool of the worst that humanity can produce. Greedy, self - indulgent, immature little faux princes and princesses that could give a shit less about anything that isn't directly related to the universal goal of self-aggrandizment and the fabulousness of me. Excuse me, I feel the need to wretch.....ok, I'm back. This disease isn't limited to age, sex, race, creed or income. That night in the garden of Gethsemene when Jesus Wept, it had nothing to do with the events of the coming day, he was party to a vision of Los Angeles, circa last night. Funny, the america (small 'a' from now on, don't like it?... fuck you) that we remember in our cultural visions with opie barefootin' to the crick to catch some fishin' time and aunt Bea baking apple pie's is what lead directly to this babylonian hell hole. You see, those visions never included the inner city neighborhoods of Chicago or New York. Ever see photographs of dinner at home in the Wisnewski's apartment? No? Well find some before you open your mouth to spew more self - rightous puke (funny...statistics show that there's a 70% chance that you don't even know what the consttution is....[you know?...thats not funny, is it?].....). I find it very nearly impossible to tell the difference between that and the averge propoganda shot of Auchwitz or Bergen-Belsen. Or how about the coal miner strike's of the middle of the 20th century? U.S. Army troops invading kentucky and killing women and children? Oh, by the way, this would have been the norm, you see...the "needs" of captial and "progress" required slave labor. But its ok though, it wasn't personal, just business. And of course, THAT was then and THIS is now and we're past all of that. Right? They were a demanding load of masturbating, vain glorious, assholes. The real core problem was raging immaturity They never grew up. And thats the problem now, and its getting worse, not better. Opie's a fucking fantasy. Aunt Bea never existed. The real opie went fishin' on sunday in a desperate attempt to stave off starvation because it was the only day of the week that he wasn't deep in a coal mine or slaving on some fat asses share crop farm. And he died of black lung at the age of 13, or was crushed by a mine cart racing to make some efete, mirror loving shit richer, or, at best, lived to the ripe old age of 47 and died of tubercullosis after spending his entire life in an every small, dark box of misery and dispair. Aunt Bea was shot to death for stealing pork chops to feed opie (who's Maw -n- Paw died at the hands of pinkerton men while striking to change the law so that opie wouldn't have to work to death in the mine. Thats the golden age of america. Just think of how far we've come, how much we've accomplished since then....but in which direction have we gone and what are we using our new found accomplishments for?

Raging Immaturity. Whining, bitching strutting, ass-wiggling, giggling immaturity. Cocky, self-assured, reading-by-the-light-of-your-own-glow, High IQ'ed, well educated, silver-spooned, perfect-in-ever-way immaturity The high school queen with her OWN money and a body that would tempt God immaturity. The perfect college boy, no-charity-too-small-for-a-check, politically correct immaturity. Entertainment is God. Our greatest accomplishments are extreme sports and hollywood, oh, and that ultimate insult to the suffering of all human beings that have ever lived, "reality TV'. You have got to be fuckin' kidding me! Nothing could be further from reality than anything produced on TV. Yea, america, right. If you haven't guessed by now, this is a rant. I love my country and on the day that I swore the oath when I entered the U. S. Navy I pledged to give my life to protect it. My naval career may not have amounted to much but the oath lives on. I would give my life for the United States of America. I dispair however, for the thing that has swollen up and now calls itself "america". Ever increaseing wealth seems to be the definition of a "free country" (hell of a contradiction, huh?) and democracy is the process by which we position CEO's to insure a tax-free future for our not-quite-huge-enough incomes. The miracle of modern technology is 90% toy and 10% lip service. everything is a toy, toys are everything. Nero fiddled while Rome burned (well, not really, but who gives a fuck about truth anyway?) we are partying while freedom, justice and truth burn. But hey, we're making a fortune selling the ashes, right?

Thursday, February 27, 2003

I just can't put my finger on it but something seems wrong with world events, like there's something going on thats very obvious, its just that we're missing it. Oh well, anyway...


The United States of America is both, the babylon of revelations and the new Jeruselam. One in the same thing. The head of the ten nation confederacy. Revelations is grossly misunderstood I think.

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

As the population increases and technology advances we will develop into a more and more intolerant society. The first, and worst casualties of this is childhood.Scooters branded as anti-social in England We will increasingly demand stricter and more conforming behaviour in order to manage a denser, more ridgid, more sensitive sociological situation. An errant driver in manhattan can shutdown the flow of traffic and disrupt international financial operations. Frustration and hyper-sensitivity are aggravated easily by the "free" and "unfettered" behaviour of those who are acting on spontaneous and impulsive feelings. We are, sociologically speaking, growing into grumpy old farts. Which proves that age is not a progression of years. It is a failure of the heart. Our future is one of ridgidity, intolerance and increasingly anti-"human" sentiments.

Sex doesn't sell. Power sells. Priviledge sells. "Royality" sells. What they are, have been and will continue to sell is the concept of priviledge. Wealth and power are components of that experience. 50's car ad's, modern quasi-sex, hyper-athletic, perfect human ad's (founded in the cosmetic/plastic surgury/hollywood forge), and even religion are selling the idea that you can be priviledged to NOT have to experience the frustration, suffering and pendantic stupidity of life. You will not have to get your feet wet, you will not have to cook your own food (unless its "officially" trendy to do so), you wil not suffer the annoyance of old age, you will be Go.........


Hum, is this starting to sound familar?

Monday, February 24, 2003

The twentieth century was the fulfillment of the prophecies of the book of revelations.


World War II was the event refereed to as "Armagedon". The sixties represented a part of the series of events refereed to as the resurrection. The initial phase in which the "believers" are "drawn up into the sky to meet the messiah halfway in the air" The grouping of nations is the ''confederacy" and "babylon" is the falsity and failure of religion.


Details to follow....